ENTRY : eye candies.

saturday

woke daddy up to give me a ride to church in the early morning :\ nd only that day did i realise that he changed his car ? haha i'm slow. reported nd all with my friends, then went up the buses all the way to jurong where the camp is supposedly held at. we were always at the disadvantage whenever we're the earliest >:( so the usual - guys nd girls seperated dorms lol. we went into the room, stale-smelled place ! lucky one of them brought a spray ahahs. our roommates special, we have 9 girls sleeping in one small room :X had to share bunks. we were then seperated to grps nd i'm with jaslyn, jacq, joanna, natalie, joshua, christopher nd francis this tym round :DD things got boring so we girls played 'truth or dare' (: omgg it's super embarrassing pls. oh had talks nd games all the way till nyte. then the priests gave an interesting talk, a broad topic on --- on various stuff which obviously, turn guys on (?) :\ hahahah. last programme for the day ended with confession nd reflection. tears. with jaslyn nd joanna, we were tgt alone in the chapel ? it's a pretty place you know =)

sunday

tcher kindly helped us purchase chocs nd drinks last nyte before sleep xD ahah. unable to sleep well the whole nyte till about 3am, neither could jaslyn. joanna almost fell on us since we were on the ground ltr on. lols. my snooze alarm wasn't switched off for super many tyms ! hehh, woke everyone up. changed nd washed up for breakfast, clean-ups nd mass. tried to catch a wink but to no avail. on the way back to church in the bus, played double-prank with natalie since we have the same names ! HAHAH. super funny lahh, fel provided us with her fone =D went madd.

martin : .. hello ?
me : (imitating a sexy voice) helloooo martin..
nat : (enthusiastic ) we've been noticing your butt recently.
me : it's HUGGGEEEE.
nat : it's so sexy ! we feel lyk touching it.

benedict : er hello ?
nat : (sounding very pro) hello. is this mr benedict choo ?
ben : er ya .?
nat : this is calling from the OCBC bank, nd we would like you to know that you have an outstanding balance of $5,487. If you do not make payment soon, we would be sueing you.
ben : errrr..
nat : thank you.

lunched with jaslyn at ljs'. met into many ex-sacians ? yupp. got home nd then went out again with marmi, sister nd cousin. let her sign my progress card alrd )= she didn't say much, made me feel effing bad lah ? i went on telling her about confirmation too. then they decided to go townn :] daddy brought us there nd dropped us off outside lucky plaza so we walked down to wisma first. bought famous amos cookies nd yakitoris. topshop's very nyce ! but she didn't like it very much. nor was forever21 appealing to her. went to fareast since sister went to HARU get her haircut while i continue my search of my white confirmation clothes. tried this flare-type dress (?) dont look too bad yet she refused to get it for me lol. in the end i dragged her to MANGO nd finally settled for this $75 long white skirt she liked nd thot that i looked sweet in :S ahahah. i'm now left with the top nd accesories to get. went to look for daddy at his pub so that he'll fetch us home. had sushi for dinner (: yum yumms.

monday
met them in the morning at interchange :D jaslyn lost her bet so she got to do her dare tmr ! heehees. mondays' are the shortest, ended school early. went tamp with cindy till 3pm before she left to meet someone [: lalas. spend a short while at his house before going home. inside the cab, a silly conversation occurred.

driver (after i mumbled my address) : yao jiang hua yu.. deng yi xia uncle ting bu dong..
me : okay okays.
driver : wahh. wei she mo ta mei song ni hui jia ? na ge shi ni de laogong ah ?
me : huh.. orh mei you. bu shi lahh hahahs.
driver : bu shi laogong shi ni de xiao di meh ? na li ke neng shi. haha..
me : (lol)
driver : ta hai hui na yu shan bang ni gai yu lehh. bu shi laogong shi sui ?
me : =)

walked a while in the rain. had thoughts in my head. i kept thinking about many stuff ? i'm sad. very sad nd depressed lah. don't know really why nd i don't know what i should do. i'm a stupid girl. i have no future for sure. i wanna scream it all out. but no, i will keep to myself. i'll still smile, though it may be weak. being alone in my room. i'm hurt. -broke down.

it's miserable to know that the truth always hurts.